the dark side and the white side ...of me

Someone called me a bad man....someone called me the truth....someone called me a hero....im not..Everyone has its dark side...everyone has its deamons....everyone has his pains and sorrows....his untold secrets...his dying wishes...his dreams.....There is a story for everyone of us.I have a story....u have one too....we share parts of our story but we never tell the entire truth...are we ashame of who we are? are we afraid of what people will think of us?...or we just need to have secrets....is honesty the choice?in a perfect world it might...but the world is not perfect....and we not either...we live in a world of criticism...surrounded by hate,jealousy....we trust no one and nothing...we lost the faith in God,we lost the faith in the law...and what's the most important...we lost the faith in eachother....strangers among humans....we pretend to have answers for everything but we prove helpless when we face little things like love...is love a little thing...i might be wrong...but i know for shore love is not as hard as it seems......we need answers....we need profs....for our existence....for our losses....for missfortune...and for everything we cant control....growing pains hunt us everyday.....we fight for our lifes...we fight for our existence, we fight eachother....is a jungle out there....and we are the animals....we live in a society with no rulles.....survival of the fittest.....i dont like to be judged....and so are u....is not fair to judge someone if u can hardly know his name....i dont believe in first impression...and i think love at first sight is a myth....maybe is just me...or maybe is how the things are...is not me....is faith...